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別了Ivy

從決定不去慶生會的那個時刻起,我便盤算著到時能否在電話裡問候姐姐幾句,以緩解一整年辛苦難挨的思念與等待。只是沒想到剛一張嘴,就被三娃否決了、說是Ivy不同意!情緒激動、滿腔怨氣的我,當下把她的種種『不地道』倒在她的Facebook Messenger裡!雖然我馬上便意識到自己做過頭了,也趕緊亡羊補牢把那些激烈言語逐字逐句地刪除了,結果大概還是被Ivy看見了、落得一個被完全封殺的下場!我的過錯,我謹在此向Ivy小姐說聲道歉!

不過話說回來,“冰凍三尺,非一日之寒”,和Ivy的關係其實早就已經到了崩潰的邊緣,所以這次事故所導致的完全惡化也算不上是什麼意外。衝突從來就沒有中斷過,而我最耿耿於懷的至少有以下幾件:
  • 《有誰知我此時情》那篇感言,她評論說“能有歌迷如我”,姐姐“人生至此,夫復何求”;之後一年不到,她竟拒接我的電話於萬里之外。見識粗淺的我不禁有些不寒而栗,難道這就是傳說中的兩面三刀?
  • 第一次見娟時難掩的激動讓我泣不成聲,她竟然說我“要不要配合演出”啊!這種有辱人格的話,竟然出自Ivy之口!別說Ivy、即使是娟本人,我也一定當場翻臉!
  • 慶生會上不許自帶相機,出了錢的官方照片不僅質量低劣、而且還印上紅字來噁心你。不遠萬里誠心來見,這樣的待遇讓人怎能忘了籌辦聚會的總決策人Ivy!
  • 我漫不經心的一問“娟是在台灣、日本還是新加坡”,惹得Ivy和我從此在line裡絕交,理由是我在打探娟的隱私。遵照這樣的邏輯,CNN報導Omaba一家在夏威夷度假,豈不成了為人所不齒的狗仔隊行徑?
Ivy這樣說起過自己,“路遙知馬力,日久見人心”。不過兩年的時間應該也不算短了,那顆心我也已經見過很多回,但最終還是心裡沒底,所以做朋友就算了吧。此時此刻,我心中也並不留戀,即便你是我最愛的蔡幸娟的經紀人、閨蜜和親姐妹!



附歌詞:
"It's A Long Road"
 
It's a long road
When you're on your own
And it hurts when they tear your dreams apart
And every new town
Just seems to bring you down
Trying to find
Peace of mind
Can break your heart
It's a real war
Right outside your front door,
I tell ya
Out where they'll kill ya,
You could use a friend
Where the road is:
That's the place for me
Where I'm me
In my own space,
Where I'm free -
That's the place
I want to be
'Cause
The road is long and
Each step is only the beginning
No breaks, just heartaches
Oh man, is anybody winning?
It's a long road
And it's hard as well
Tell me what do you do to survive
When they draw first blood
That's just the start of it
Day and night
You gotta fight
To keep alive
It's a real war
Right outside your front door,
I tell ya
Out where they'll kill ya,
You could use a friend
'Cause
The road is long and
Each step is only the beginning
No breaks, just heartaches
Oh man, is anybody winning?
The road is long and
Each step is only the beginning
No breaks, just heartaches
Oh man, is anybody winning?
It's a long road
It's a long road

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